what is friends?

i felt very upset now...
because i come back to kl....
i nth to do with my friends....
i tot my friends will call me hang out....
how i know this will happened on me?......
i feli reli upset plus fed up now......
i dunno what to said....
just felt really really upset.....
from this event onwards....
i start to lose confident on my KL friends...
last time i came back to KL also same like this.....
they din't bother me and just continue their work....
actually i got alot stuff want to share with u all....
i need someone to hear me.....
but all of u did not bother me....
UPSET + FED UP.............T.T

~on coming final exam~

final exam is just around the corner.....

i'm worrying about my studies....

i scare i cant score well in final exam later....

if that really happen on me....

i'm going to crazy soon.....

because my parents spend a lot money on me.....

just for me to go university...

i just try to imagine...
if i really need to repeat either 1 of the subject.........

what will happen to me and my parents??!!....

my parent told me not to stress myself....

if not later get crazy on study....

not worth to let myself going crazy because of study....

but once i heard my parents said this to me....

i more stress.......

becasue i dont want my parent feel disappoint.....

i scare....

i worry....

i really dont want these happen on me......

God... save me.....

FriEndShiP

wE madE tHAT bEfoRe wE stArt Our pRacTical sESsIOn...
SOrRY tHAt I rEAlLy canT rEMemBer whO arE STanDinG...........
BeSidE Li yEn anD hSueH yINg.....
jUSt To lEt mE KnOw if U Are The OnE....
thanKS ya^^.... (finally i know who is the 1 stand beside li yen and hsueh ying)(paiseh ya jin yee><)
HoPE our FRiENdSHiP cAN HOld On ForEver....
anD we NeVEr ChaN gE ANymOre........
dOnt BeCAUsE oF SoME pRObLEm....
we DIsMisS........
thAt Is nOT woRth To giVe uP oUr FRienDshIp....
sO........
i TrY to Be A VoLUnTeEr heRe.....
iF we Did SOmeTHiNG WrONG...
we JusT tRy to ForGIvE THe 1 CAn?
i dOnt wANT tO sEe ouR frIendSHiP LeAK....(dunno how to say that word)(paiseh><)

Things girls don't realize....

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

arGh!!!!!!!!

nO moRe prIvaCy...............
zzzZZZzzzZzzZZ......
whY aLl mY StuFf exPoseD?
Why evErYboDy KnoW whAt i Am thInkInG BoUt NOw?
WHERe Did TheY kNeW iT frOm?
sO scArY.......=.=lllll
pLuS 1 oF mY fRiEnd miSuNDeRsTAnd me.......
lOl........
I haVe NO fEeliNG tOWArdS hIm lAh........
Y u aLl lEt HiM KnOW thAt?
thIs maDe uS No mOrE CHaNCe tO chAT..........
nOt EVen CHat fOR 1 minUteS.....
mY frIENds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jUSt waNt tO leT u AlL kNow.........
I AM THOSE PPL WHO CARES HOW MY FRIEND THINK BOUT ME!!!!!!!!!
I AM ALSO THOSE PPL WHO SCARE LEFT ALONE BY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!
SO...................
DONT LEFT ME BEHIND!!!!!!!!!
I SCARE THE FEELING LEFT BY FRIENDS BEHIND!!!!!!
I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

GYm~

afTer thE tesT wAS PAsseD....
i FelT sO FreE....
anD toDay i Got fReE tiME duRinG afTerNoOn.....
sO i weNt gYm rOom WitH mY fRiEnd....
i FelT So hApPy anD exCitEd bEcuaSE.....
fInaLly i weNt tO gYm rOom iN mY uniVerSitY....
aLthoUgh tHE gyM rOoM Is noT biG....
bUt thErE aRE stIlL mAny StuFf......
i stAy thErE AboUt 2 HouRs......
i Can FeeL I wAs eXhaUsTed....
bEcaUsE i PlaYeD 4 DIfFERenT sTufF.....
iN toTaL i bUrn 150++ CalOrIES.....
haHa....verY haPpY^^
buT isTiLl hAve soMetHing MAdE Me UnhAPpY....
i Was FoOleD bY mY frIenD....
He toTalLy foRgoT ouR promISeS......=.=llll
fiNe~

coLouRing ExpEriMent~

tOdaY wE HaD OUr CHeMIsTRy exPerImeNt....
thE exPeriMenT is JusT eAsy....
juSt colOuRiNg.....haHa....
JusT jOKE.....
i DonT knOw hoW tO diScrIbE THe EXpERiMEnt bUt......
It Is JUsT eaSy tO dO.....
ANd thE coLouR oF thE soLutiOn pRoduCed wAS so AtTRactIVe.....

tHe coLoUR So nIcE....
afTer thE cOLouRing ExpEriMent....
i FelT sO dEpREsS....
BecaUse thEre iS a teSt coMiNg In The nOon....
i Was woRrieD aboUt mY teSt.....
tHE teSt iS maTheMAtiCs....
aCtuAlLy i CanT fIniSh rEad stUdY It...
But I FOrCEd mySelf To fiNish iT....
sO It MEAns eVen I gOT stUdY....
Is EqUAL tO noThIng....
bEcAuse I JusT RuN tHroUgH It...
NoT ReAlLy sTudY It....=.=lll
jUsT foRcING mYseLF TO fINIsH STuDY The mAThs...
I Just slEpt bOUt 4 HouRs......
miDniGht 1.00Am sLEpT uNtiL 5aM i Get Up aGAin.....
zZZzzZZZzzzzz.........
RealLy tIREd anD exhAusTEd....
bEfOrE I sAt thE tEst....
i Saw sOMEthIng SpINnIng AroUnd....
DizZY~......
I alSo hAviNG HEaDAChE THAt tiMe.....
pAiN~.......
luCkiLy nOw AlL THe TESt wE FInISh sAT.....
NOw reLax-InG~ ^^
bY tHE wAy.... We fiNisHED sAt alL thE teSt...
mEans We goIng tO siT FOr fInaL SoOn....
sOb T.T

feEliNg baD~

actUalLy nothIng wANT tO WRItE TOday....
bUt i dUnNo whY i FeEliNg baD toDay....
sO i Came hEre tO expResS It....
yeSteRdaY afTerNoOn i JusT fInISheD ThE ECoNomY prESEntaTion scRipT.....
oN thE wAY tO fiNisH It....
SOmeTHinG pOp ouT in My mInD~
tHe feEliNg suCks acTuaLly....
iT maKes Me No MOod tO cONTiNUe it....
tHat iS....
i KeEp oN askIng mYseLf....
ACtuaLly whY suPpoSe i Do eveRythIng fOR THeM?....
JusT BecauSe i'm giRl anD thEy R guYS?
oR beCause Girl Can dO soMethIng mOrE GOod THan THe BOys?...
oR we DId Not CommUniCAtE wELl tO sEpAraTe thE joB?...
oR wE MAyBE lOSE ouT of TeaMwORK?....
I wanTed tO kNow THe REaSOn.....
anYboDy caN lEt mE knOW the SoluTion?....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
reAllY feEliNg bAD siNCe yeSteRdaY uNTil Now.....
iS theRe a PLaCe foR me TO exPResS mY feEliNG buT is nOT here?.....
WhY thIS casE alWayS hAppEnt On mE?....
pRiMary scHoOL likE tHis...
SEcONDaRy scHoOl lIke THis AGaiN....
Now EvEN In UniVerSiTY..........
LiFE suCks..............
FaiNT~~~~~~~~~~~~

1st pReseNtatIon~

thE previOus wEdneSdaY wAs My 1st pReseNtatIon.....
thE prEseNtaTioN maDe uS sO dEprEsS...
becAusE wE nEed tO prEseNt iT in FronT of 180 Ppl....
sO scArY~
rEaLlY aNgRy oN tHAt dAy...
becAusE i keNa shOot oN thAt dAy...
iT Is sTilL in mY memOrY~
aFtEr prEsent ouR prOduCt- YD's CCTV...
thEre waS a Q &A sEssiOn...
stuDeNTs caN aSk anY queStiOn RelaTed tO ouR pRodUct...
unForTuNatEly......
i kenA shOot bY so mAny oF thEm...
caUsE I hoLdinG miC thAt tIme...
it Was mY tuRn tO aNSWeR EVeRY QuEsTIoN...
BuT ActuAlly iT is tHe jOb oF evEryboDy tO anSweR iT...
buT onLy mE 1 pERsoN stAnD in FronT anSweR thEir qUEstiOn~
soOb T.T
No boDy hElp mE thAt tiMe.....
i FelT waNt to ScoLd pPl thAt tiMe...
caUsE mY gRouP mEmbEr diN heLp mE thaT tiMe....
soMemOre fEel waN tO scOld Me baCk afTer thE prEseNtaTioN...
zzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz........
fElT waNt To puNch Ppl......
beCaRefUL thOSe whO shOot mE thAt tiMe...
i wILl sHoOt u bAcK wHen The tImE u aLl prEsenT.....
bEwaRe of Me.... i WilL bItE u ALl....
hEre I aTtAch sOmE pHotO~

~YD~ Ong Yew Sin (sTupId GrouP lEadeR... lEt mE shOot by Ppl & Din coVer mE =.=)

~Ng Wen Guang~
~Ng Wen Ge~
~Wong Hann You~
~Koh Sue Ann~
mE... ~Yip Kah Hui~
(sHoOtiNg bY peOPle =.=lll)
~AlL oF uS~
i WilL impRove iT fOr mY neXt pResENtATiOn... i SweAr~
buT sO sAD... neXt prEseNtAtiOn wAs fAlL on NexT tuEsdAy...
And nExT tuEsdaY gOt chEmiStrY teSt...
thEn neXt daY, wEDnEsdAy, Got anothER mAthS tEst ToO...
faInT~~~~~

iPoh 2nD trIp~

wakakakaka... i went to ipOh agaIn...
acTualLy thiS tiMes i Went thEre aGaIn wAs to bUy fOrmAl weAr...
sIncEreLy, i GoT my fOrmAl wEar AlrEadY...
bUt i nOt sAtiSfY iT... eSpeCIalLy thE shOes...=.=lll
sUdDentLy mY groUp's gUy sAiD waNnA Go bUy foRmal tOo sinCe hEre diD nOt soLd any fORMal wEAr...
sO i WenT toGetHer tOo witH mY buDdiEs... ~JiN yEe~
thE 1sT tiMe i Went To ipOh, i Saw a sHoeS WhiCh suIte tO wEar dUring prEseNtatIon...
bUt i dID Not buY iT... tHat Time I wAs reGreTed beCausE i dIn BuY It...==
fInalLy i HeaRd leCtuRer sAid we Got pReSenTatIon oN coMinG neXt fEw wEeK..
i rEaLy reGreAtEd Y i Did noT bUy tHe shOeS...
sO i sWeAr i WanT tO bUy It SiNCe it REallY suIteS me^^
tHe shOeS loOk liKe thIs~

sEe~ hIgh hEel~ sO hIgH... bouT 3.5 inCheS

mY fRieNd~ YD aNd hAnn You

thE buSeS sO olD~
wE wAstE boUt 4 houR to gO anD bAck....

HaiZ... sIenS...