bad mood~

today really bad mood~
actuaLLY is this 2 days i also bad mood le.....
because of my mum....
i also sem break le......
go for some trip is just normal stuff......
i suffer 3++ months ler.....
now only go some trip is just normal ma....
go 2 trip is just normal right??!!
but she not allowed oh.........
WTH............
never mind lor.....
she said i just can go either 1 trip..........
genting or penang batu feringgi.....
i really dunno how.....
but i sure i will go genting....
because i promise with friend i will go edi.....
but i also wish to go penang trip too...
i want to have a last memorAble TE1.....
both i also choose to go......
but she scolded me.....

walao!!!!!!!!!
i dont want go last time during i study.....
but you call me to go trip at ipoh pula......
now i sem break already.....
want go anywhere also can..........
but you just control me not allow i go.....
what you with that oh??!!
ok.... fine.........
i choose to go 1 trip only enough??!!
lastly add 1 more to hurt me......
guess what my mum said??!!
she said..........
"i believe u enjoy your life there everyday playing and going out with friends..... not study there....."
walao!!!!!!!!!!
you though i can split myself into 2 ah??!!
i even no time to eat my meal also......
how i go enjoy life there??!!
somemore said i play there EVERYDAY???!!!
if i can i will.... but i cant.....




this is a mother should have towards her daughter??!!
i wonder........
how good and caring is this mother.........

=.=lll

today really a sweat day.......
==ll ==ll ==ll
sweat dao~.......
this morning i discuss with my friend.......
discuss about how to organise a primary school gathering......
1 of my friend~ vernon.....
he suggest we go gathering at pandan indah de coffee shop....
but i argue with him.....
i said alot of them around ampang area......
so better we go ampang there gathering......
1 of my other friend......
he said we can go steamboat......
but didn't give any idea bout where to steamboat.......
==lll
1 friend.....
she suggest the place liao.....
but no people can go there.....
because no transport.....
==lll
i suggest 1 place again......
but i only realise from vernon.......
the shop closed.....
==lll
at last we plan to go pandan indah too......
the same coffee shop vernon suggest just now......
==lllllllllll

hOliDay~

huRraY~~~
Sem bReaK lOr!!!!!!!!!
aND thiS alsO mEan we HavE to SepaRAte......
sEpaRatE fOR a MonTh.......
a MOnTh iS qUitE a lOng TimE.....
BuT i hOpe I CaN EnJoY tHIs 1 MonTh hOlIDay......
fAiNt~
fRIenDs..............
eVen We hAve To SePArAte wHEN oUr nExT Sem......
bUt We sTIlL cAn HoLD On Our FrieNDsHiP..........
oUr fRIendShIp caN bE hoLD oN bY evEryThiNg..........
cHiT cHat OnLiNE??!!
ComE oUt GatHErinG??!!
dO cOuRsE WoRk TOgEthEr??!!
oR maYb We cAn Go Out For A tRip tOo??!!
sO~~~~
DonT ThINk so NeGAtivEly.........
We MusT aPpRecIAte EveRy MomeNt......
The MomeNT We gAthEr ToGeTHer.....
The MoMenT We CrAzy tOgETher.....
The MoMeNT We dO oUR wORk tOGetHER....
tHE moMeNT wE sOLvE PrOBleM tOgEtheR..........

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!

final exam~

sien ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
non stop studying all the subject....
this really made me felt exhausted.....
i never been study for 2 weeks.....
is NON-STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the??!!
i had my normal lifestyle to abnormal....
just like the previous post......
i was abnormal.......
for this final,,,,,
i made my effort try to do it best.....
but i was so worried about my final exam.....
i scare i cant score well....
i scare i cant pass any 1 of the 6 subjects....
i scare.....
i worry.....
i wonder......
i must take back my normal lifestyle during sem break...(hope so)

i think i will be available at kl on 20th....
if my classmates here didn't organise any trip.....


i will be less posting any post here after this post.....
i will be back after my test has end....
hope to see u all soon...


I WILL BE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I COMING!!!!!!!! EXAM!!!!!!!!

wHy???!!!

y recently i easily touched??!!
y recently i easily cried??!!
i can cry because of 1 frienndship related msg....
i can suddently cry.....
just because of i think of my parents....
y recently i become unusual like this??!!
what happened to me??!!
y nowadays i so easily get hurt??!!
y i so unusual like that??!!
y i felt lonely at kampar??!!
even i nothing to do at kl...
but i still felt there is better than here, kampar....
aT least i got parents....
but at kampar i felt lonely.....
even i got friends....
i still felt lonely and alone-ing......
y my day become so unusual nowadays??!!
y now i only felt lonely and alone-ing??!!
y now i only felt homesick??!!
y recently i easily touched??!!
y recently i cried so much??!!
Y I BECOME SO UNUSUAL NOWADAYS????!!!!
i wonder.............

cry again....

i received a msg from my friend....
"when there is wind,
our friendship will grow stronger;
when there is cloud,
our friendship will be preserved;
when there is sun,
our friendship will never fade;
when there is moon,
our friendship will be brighten;
when there is still a breath of mine,
our friendship will never end...."


== i cry again.....

Sick......

this is the 1st time i get sick when i'm alone at kampar studying......
the story is like this....
i got a class on thursday night from 6pm till 8pm......
the class oni half fulled....
this is because the class today is only a revision class....
so many people did not bother the class and absent....
but i did go to the class just now.....
since there are not many students there....
the lecture hall air cond temp too low.....
so i felt very cool in the hall....
once i finished the class....
i went out to hall and ready to take bus go back to hostel....
the environment outside the hall warm.....
but i din realise the problem slowly come to me.....
once i get onto the bus....
the air cond they set is too low again......
this make me felt cool again.....
even i close the air cond hole.....
but there are still 1 air cond facing me indirectly.....
i was shaking all the way back to my hostel....
once i get off from the bus....
i felt warm again....
but on the way i walk back to hostel....
i felt dizzy......
i tot that is not a problem so i continue to walk back to hostel....
but once i finished shower.....
i felt my whole body very hot....
my head like want to burst after that shower.....
i tot that was nothing too...
so i continue to eat my 'dinner'.....
after few minute i finished my 'dinner'....
i felt i really having fever.... but i'm not sure.... ==
so i called back to ask my mum....
she told me i really fall in sick.....
she remind me so many times remember to eat medicine....

finally i cried.....
this really seldom happened on me.....
i dont know why i cried....
but once i heard my mum voice.....
i felt like i'm very lonely now.....
plus i'm sick.....
usually i sick my parent will beside me de.....
but now?... somemore the test is around the corner.....
i must work hard on it....
fine......
my brother also birthday today......
so i sms-ed him wish him happy birthday......
u all know wad he reply back?....
he called me to 'study hard n not to force urself'......
i touched once more......
i continue to cry non stop......
even my head was spinning and pain....
but i still can felt my parents was too caring to me.....
i felt i'm very lucky to born in this family......
i really appreciate it....
even we may argue sometimes......
but i felt i'm the luckiest in this world.....
so i cry cry non stop.... even now i still crying too....
NON STOP.......


sorry if i wrote something wrong...
because i really dizzy and headache now....